Stress does strange things to people or themselves in fact. Why I say this well I am one to get or hear about bad luck of others and myself, so in this its sorta true to live life like you might not see tomorrow. I have had a few close calls with almost being killed and I don't want more. So people try not to do something that you may regret if that "person" did something after and you couldn't say sorry or say soemthing to a friend/family member and you can't take it back because that's a lot of weight for a person to carry around.